Friends only...

2005-12-13T19:44:53Z

++Because of actions that have always taken place, when they never should have, this is strictly a friends only journal.

+If you'd like to be a friend, and well state everything to where i know you and who the bloody hell you are,because i'm not adding you if you don't.

Purpose..

2005-03-09T20:13:24Z

Well lets see, first off with the topic, I've always been curious of to what my purpose is to be held upon this hellfire place. Because everyone has a purpose you know? Well I've come to a decision that I think may be the reason, everyone gets depressed at times, and it takes a lot to make them smile. Because its not fun to be down and sad, crying, and all that. But I'm just one of those people that are really perky. Some may think there's something wrong with me cause I'm always TO PERKY. But hey, I'm just a cheerful person and nothing wrong with it. ^-^ I love to make people laugh when I can, I hate to see people down and try to bring back that smile. Yeah, any day I'm just a child but still it's why a lot of my friends love me so much. Is because around me its terriably hard not to smile. ^-^ Because of my childish acts or my plain stupidity. Its just a nag that I have, and proud of it. I'm not always childish, when it comes down to important stuff I know when to be mature, but its not fun to be mature all the time. I mean, we're only kids once right? So why not keep it with me? Especially if it makes others laugh and smile? Would you like to be sad and depressed all the time? Or have a goofy friend that'll keep you smiling and never a dull moment because they do something stupid here and there? Even my dad acts like a child every now and then, but its fun to let out the child in you and have fun, and let others enjoy it as much as you do. ^-^ That's what I think my purpose is as of now, because everyone now a days are so beat up and depressed, you don't see what's going for you half the time, but if you have someone there to keep you going, I think its great to be a live sometimes.

Now onto other things! Not much really actually, just working all week really. Monday & Tuesday was FCAT, I had to go in Monday to retake the Reading. Worked that night from 5-10:30, and cashed out Buddy (if you read things about him from my other journal or know me personally you know who he is). He had moved and doesn't go to Countryside no more, but he's still living close by and I think going to Clearwater (gaaah I wish I didn't know this info, I hope its all wrong its all a theory) Tuesday I worked 7:30-10:30 with Justin, The other night he wasn't himself all flirty but last night he was. ^-^ Just not as much as normal because he normally flirt when we level, but Marc (one of our managers) was following the whole group to make sure it was completly leveled, So for the people that got to leave at 10:30 we all left 15mins early and the others that work till 11,well they got home early too! ^-^ Also Tuesday I had stayed home from school, because I wasn't going to sit there for 3 hours doing nothing!! Today was a normal school day, and I have work 5:30-10:30. Wooo, busy busy I am. And I have work tomorrow!! Jeezzz, but hey I get paid tomorrow, I'm happy! And I'm trying to see if Emi and Ji and I can do something Friday, Ji most likely can't cause she has this project that's due Monday and she's just yeaaaah. Emi I hope can, but we'll see what happens then!

Also it doesn't help I think I got a cold either, My thoats been soar the past few days, and I'm all flemmy, so I keep coughing like crazy >

PsPanda Sammi-Chan

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